Freitag, 31. Juli 2009

survey xD

1. Write down every letter of your name.
2. Write down a song that pops up in your mind beginning with each letter.
3. Count the number of letters and tag that many people in your friends list.

The following is just filled in with Hyde/Laruku/Vamps songs <3~>

Sunadokei (Laruku)

Trust (Laruku)

Redrum (Vamps)

Evergreen (Hyde)

It’s sad (Hyde)

Caress of venus (Laruku)

Hello (Hyde)

Vivid colors (Laruku)
Existence (Laruku)
Ready steady go! (Laruku)
Eien (Laruku)
Natsu no yuutsu (Laruku)
As one (Laruku)


Wow, my first name is all with Laruku songs x333~ yay!!!



But then again, the survey says to write down songs that pop up your mind...Well, I admit I searched the songs by Laruku with the right letter at the beginning, so I cheated xD~


So here's my second try, this time I'm writing down the song wich first pops up my mind!

Let's go! xD~


Shout at the Devil (Laruku)

Time goes by (Vamps)

Redemption (Gackt)

Evergreen (Hyde)

It's sad (Hyde)

Cosmos (Vamps)

Hollow (D'espairsRay)


Vermillion (Girugamesh)

Enishi (Girugamesh)

Rosier (LuneSea)

Evolution (Girugamesh)

Never End (Siam Shade)

All Year round falling in Love (Laruku)


Yeah, kinda difficult^^~

Dienstag, 21. Juli 2009

random~


Ever watched the anime Gin-iro no kami no Agito/Origin - Spirits of the past?
[the translated japanese title would be something like 'Agito's silver dragon' I guess...]

I like it xD~
I guess in german it was just...a litte strange in my opinion, dunno xD~

But the opening sonng is awwwww~ *______________*
I didn't think that that was even possible, that woman sings like a god! :3~
The title from that song is 'Chouwa oto ~ with reflection' *o*
Listen to it!!! <33~>

Sonntag, 12. Juli 2009

Kingdom Hearts Story~ teil 2

There were some minutes of silence.
“…On that island everything began. I want to go.”
Kairi and Riku looked at Sora who wore a exigent expression on his kindly featured face as he gazed over the great ocean.
A gentle breeze arose which streamed through his brown shaggy hair, the smell of the salty sea filled his nose.
The sun reflecting in his clear blue eyes seemed like burning flames of determination. As for Sora and the other two, this island was important – there everything bagan, darkness against light. The birth of the one with the strongest weapon of all – the one who is destined to hold the keyblade.

Battles ensued, decisions had to be made in an instant and they needed to know for what they were fighting for.
And at the end they knew.

“Let’s go there tonight! Are you coming?!“, Sora grinned at his two friends in that carefree way he was known for.
The red haired girl and Riku relaxed and nodded back.
„Yeah, I want to go, too!“, Kairi exclaimed, raising her right arm into the air for emphasizes.
“Right!!“, Sora, too, raised up his hand alongside Kairi’s.
And in this moment Riku found out again why he thought he was already more mature than the other two. Heh, he thought, they get too easily excited, just like children do…But it’s actually really cute…heh.
The silver haired, more-mature boy crossed his arms over his chest and grinned to himself as he heard Sora call out to him: “Hey, Riku! A bit more enthusiasm here, please! We are going to the island!”
He looked at Sora and then at Kairi, both still had their hands in the air.
He looked once more.
And still looked.
Sora grew impatient: “C’mon! Put your ha-…” “I’m not doing something childish like that.”, Riku shot back immediately and cut Sora’s sentence short.
“Aww, Riku, come on, just do it. You’ll see it’s fun!”, Kairi smiled at him.
He knew it was childish and that he was not gonna do it… but he also knew Kairi and Sora could be very persistent and if he didn’t do something they’d be standing there the whole night.
So he sighed softly and raised is one hand just a little bit to show the other two that he actually was excited to go there again, but is not going to show it as much as they did. He just wasn’t the type for that. He knew Sora and Kairi knew how he ticked as well… but they seemed to have fun trying to make him show some more of his emotions and not-so-mature-site of his from time to time.

He had to smile at that.
“Well, I think that is the closes to an enthusiastic reaction we’ll get from Riku, ne?”, the brown haired boy grinned.
Kairi nodded: “Now, was it that big of a deal, Riku?”
Quickly the silver haired guy turned around, just to not let them see the tiny flush he knew was spreading over his cheeks.
As the other two noticed what was wrong with him, cheerful laughter filled the air. And Riku did, too.

“Woah! Now they’ve gone rally crazy! You hear that?“, a deep voice errupted behind them and the laughter stopped. The three of them then spun around to see who was there.
“Yeah well, I kinda knew they were some crazy aliens from Jupiter to conquer the world!! Oh nooo, Wakka, our life is over now!” Another voice added comically.

“Yeah right, Tidus! We have your ass first, heh!“ Sora answered as comically and made a grimace to show he was a monster.
He then stomped up to the blonde standing beside his best friend, Wakka, and tried to catch him. But Tidus ran away just as Sora was about to grasp his arm, and grinned broadly.
“Nahnah, you alien never get to catch me! I’ll become the best blitzball player the planet got to offer!! There’s just no chance for you to beat me! And there’s no fucking way you get my ass, you faggot alien!! Ha!”

Wakka then walked up to Riku and Kairi and watched a few minutes how Sora and Tidus played hide-and-seek, now and again he grinned when Sora or Tidus both stumbled in the white sand of the beach and dared to fall straight onto their faces.
“I don’t believe they’re sixteen. They act like five.” Kairi noted exasperated, but was smiling nonetheless.
Thereupon Riku snorted audibly, remembering the situation just a few minutes ago where she and Sora had raised their hands into the air.

After ten minutes of trying to catch Tidus, Sora gave up and the two came back grinning nonetheless.
The red haired Blitzball-player tilted his head to look at Riku and called his name once. But the silver haired boy was busy smiling at his brown haired friend who was grinning back, arms crossed behind his head.
When Wakka called out to him again, Riku looked at him and gave a nod to show he was now listening.
“Well yeah…I was just asking myself…if, well…if you could help me and Tidus…like in tutoring? We both haven’t quite gotten the best grades in last math test, you know…and…”, he trailed of, nervously scraping the back of his head.
Tidus finished for him, totally not being ashamed about his miserable notes: “He meant we are in need of your help, ‘cause we totally have no clue how to go about those shitty formulas, right? We both had not much time to learn these past three month, we are preparing for our big match against the guys from Luca, you know! We are so going to kick their asses!!” The blonde teen made a pose and a victory sign, at the same time grinning broadly.
“How cool! Good luck with that! Don’t embarrass yourselves and our island!° Sora exclaimed.
„Hn, as if! We’re gonna win!“, Tidus answered back confidently.
“Good luck!“, Kairi said, smiling at Wakka and then at Tidus. “Thanks, Kairi!!“

“So, back to the tutoring thing…”, Riku began, looking at Wakka, “did I get it right? You want me to tutor you two in math?”
“Well, yeah.”, Wakka answered, nodding with his head. “You can do it right? Please help us, if not we are not gonna make it this year!!”, he begged with his hands crossed, looking at Rikus handsome face with big, brown puppy eyes.
“Pretty pleaaaaaase!!”, Tidus came next to him, also giving him the puppy eyes.

The silver haired boy made a disgusted face and turned away.
“You two wouldn’t be the only ones not going to make it this year without my help, right Sora?”, he turned back and grinned at his brown haired friend.
“Yeah, I am very worried, Sora. You have to work hard with Riku, okay?” Kairi looked into his big blue eyes, asking him to make an effort to learn harder to make it trhough this year. Sora’s weak points were English and Geography.

Dienstag, 7. Juli 2009

Kingdom Hearts story ~



[Where did my heart escape to?
We were separated from each other – You and I…
Do you wish to find me?
Or did you already forget about me existing?
I am longing to become ‘whole’.
I set forth to look for you.]

[Are we able to unite anew to become ‘whole’?
Can we go back again?
To the time we were together?
I have a wish…
A whish that cannot come from the bottom of my heart.
Help me, my other self, who steals and collects the hearts.
If we both wish from the bottom of our hearts, do you think
We can meet each other?]

[I am missing a piece of myself.
I am longing for this piece of myself that I miss.
I want to go back, holding your hand.
And I know a chain is binding us.
If I follow this chain would I then be able to find you?]

[My other self, where could you be?
I extend my hand to reach you –
The other half of something ‘whole’, escaped into darkness.
Me, an empty shell – you, a heartless shadow,
Only together we make someone ‘whole’.
With the heart in my hands I attract and draw you in,
I bind you to myself
And then I hope we are the ‘right’ two halves of someone ‘whole’.]




*** chapter 1

A brilliant blue sky stretched itself across the vivid landscapes of Destiny Islands, there where no clouds to be seen, the moderate breeze caressed the surface of the deep bluish-green water and you could clearly hear the soft crashing of the ocean, its gentle sound was like a background melody to those who passed by the white sandy shore.

Everything seemed restored back to normality, finally -and what was the most important thing- absolutely.

The battle they had fought was over now and they had won, because they gave it their all.

That’s why the three of them were genuinely happy and relieved to see the Islands they lived on (and all the other worlds they encountered)and cherished being back to their normal states.

The noonday sun was standing high in the sky and sent its powerful rays of light down onto the island, warming the air and giving everyone a content feeling.

It was when Sora, Riku and Kairi got out of school earlier that day due to their homeroom teacher’s sudden feeling of sickness at fifth period.
Everyone in class was really worried but their teacher smiled at them and assured them he was okay, that he had not slept well the past few weeks and just needed some time to rest. He was then brought home by another teacher and Sora’s class was allowed to go home.

Though, it was not a nice start into such a sunny day, but their teacher asked them not to worry and to enjoy the good weather, and so the three of them tried not to think about the accident from this morning and decided not to speak about it anymore.

They were just on their way out of the school district, still wearing their white-blue school uniforms, and went into the direction of the beach.
As they were on the small hill road that led down through the small city straight to the beach, they stopped and overlooked the scenery.
The gentle breeze coming from the sea caressed their skin and blowing through their hair. Kairi’s skirt wafted in the wind and she tried to hold it down with her hand. She then put one strand of her burgundy hair that streamed across her face and was blocking her view behind one of her ears and out of the way.
She smiled.
Looking at her two friends she saw they did, too and in their eyes there was a softness which assured her they felt the same about this scenery, that was so peaceful and calm.
There were no words needed, they understood what the other two were actually feeling, because they all felt the same: extremely happy they had saved this wonderful place.

After a few silent moments the three began walking again.
But they couldn’t stop the memories quelling up from inside their hearts. “It is so long since that time…”, Kairi began, “I mean that the three of us went to the little island.” She chuckled.
Sora, who walked to her left, nodded in agreement.
“Yeah, that’s right”, he answered, feeling nostalgic.
Riku just “hn’d”, but he was obviously feeling the same way.



Somehow, after the final battle against Xemnas when they woke up on that lillte island’s sandy beach, they never had gone there after that ever since.
Now as Kairi mentioned going there again, Riku began asking himself what exactly it had been preventing them from going there again.
Actually he had no answer to that.
Maybe it was out of fear not to go the place again, where they had made so many memories, to keep them from vanishing from their forgetting minds.
Those memories were so dear to him, and he knew they were to Kairi and Sora as well, and he didn’t want to lose these memories he made together with them.
Memories were so fragil. You cannot grasp them or they shatter into thousand of tiny pieces and you have lost them all. You have to be gentle with them, cherish them, love them and protect them.
He didn’t want such a wonderful place to be forgotten.
So he guessed that’s why they hadn’t gone there sooner – to not forget their shared story and to be able to cherish their memories once they go there again.
If they’d go there every day or at least one day a week – to often, those memories wouldn’t be special anymore.
They wanted them to be alive as long as they could keep them alive.

“I want to see if something has changed there”, Riku said.
“You mean if the island is already sprawled by weeds?!”, Sora added wondering. Then he laughed. “Well, it surely wouldn’t surprise me at all, ‘cause we haven’t been there for a while now and I think no one had taken care of our lovely island for us, you know”, the brunette said while crossing his arms behind his head.
Kairi looked at him while walking down the road to the shore and answered thoughtful: “Yes, I guess no one did. Kind of sad…“.