ver-fucked oder wie?!

Was soll das hier alles nun?!
Wollt ihr mich verarschen!??!? Ich habe STARK das Gefühl.
Ich=/=Organisation.
Macht euren Scheiß doch gefälligst demnächst selbst.
Fuck.
Redet mit mir oder verkriecht euch auf eure Treppe oder in die Ecke, ich sehe nicht ein, mich für nichts und wieder nichts zu überwinden.
Ver-FUCKED is life, oh yeah lalalalala~ oh yeah, so fuck fuck fuck youuuu~

Kay, wie geil is das denn wieder? xD~ *lach*
Ne im Ernst: so sinnlos und nur lustig ist das hier wirklich nicht...
Life is a regular rat-race yeah~ all around and around me... Hyde bringt's mal wieder aufn Punkt. Harhar~

...I lost it ;_;

Just now I was soooo uber bored...I stalked youtube...again.

And there I saw an AMV with Celine Dion's song "My heart will go on", the pictures and scenes were from the oooooooold anime "Tico of the seven seas"/"Tico, ein toller Freund".
I just loved to watch it as a kid!!! *_*
There is this red-haired girl, Nanami, being friends with a whale!
I always wanted to have an orca-friend, too xD~
They're just my fav animals after all ^-^

Well, I watched it at random...and I started crying ._.
I never cry.
At least not so soon. A lot must have happened to make me cry.
But this certain scene in which Tico sacrifices her life to save the submarine....I totally lost it! ;___________; Ticoooooooo!!~

It was so heart-wrenching to see the whale with all the bloody sratches and cuts slowly drfting under water, deeper deeper into the icy sea in between all those icebergs...
Nanami was on their ship that time, seeing the submarine being freed and Tico lying motionless in the water....and then drifting down.
She jumped from the ship into the water, swam a bit but because of the icebergs underwater she lost orientation soon...her eyes frantically searching for Tico and then she saw her, drifting deeper into the black of the ocean. She tried to swim to her, but suddenly her dad appeared from behind and hold her back, it was too dangerous. Tico was dying.

And then Nanami sat on the lap of a woman (I cannot remember who she waa actually ^^;) on the ship, gazing far off into nothingness, tears in her eyes - she's not exactly crying, but isn't screaming either.

This scene just touched my heart, so sad! T_T
Awwww~ Tico!!
And she left her baby behind, too!

survey xD

1. Write down every letter of your name.
2. Write down a song that pops up in your mind beginning with each letter.
3. Count the number of letters and tag that many people in your friends list.

The following is just filled in with Hyde/Laruku/Vamps songs <3~>

Sunadokei (Laruku)

Trust (Laruku)

Redrum (Vamps)

Evergreen (Hyde)

It’s sad (Hyde)

Caress of venus (Laruku)

Hello (Hyde)

Vivid colors (Laruku)
Existence (Laruku)
Ready steady go! (Laruku)
Eien (Laruku)
Natsu no yuutsu (Laruku)
As one (Laruku)

Wow, my first name is all with Laruku songs x333~ yay!!!

But then again, the survey says to write down songs that pop up your mind...Well, I admit I searched the songs by Laruku with the right letter at the beginning, so I cheated xD~

So here's my second try, this time I'm writing down the song wich first pops up my mind!

Let's go! xD~

Shout at the Devil (Laruku)

Time goes by (Vamps)

Redemption (Gackt)

Evergreen (Hyde)

It's sad (Hyde)

Cosmos (Vamps)

Hollow (D'espairsRay)

Vermillion (Girugamesh)

Enishi (Girugamesh)

Rosier (LuneSea)

Evolution (Girugamesh)

Never End (Siam Shade)

All Year round falling in Love (Laruku)

Yeah, kinda difficult^^~